(A)-14/4/2007- Since I was 11 years old, I had been reading books on philosophies, religions, psychology and self improvement books. And I still love reading them until now although I could not find much time for me to do so. But one thing I notice is that all what I have read do not help me spiritually. I have been wasting my time! In other words, I do not feel that I improve or gain much from what I have read and understand! I still make mistake after mistake everyday consciously or unconsciously. One thing I notice I have changed a lot after I have read a book Conversation With God book 1 ( while book 2 and 3 were still under processing). Knowledge is mere knowledge, but the most important thing is Experience in which we ignore the most. The Experience of Experience……in deep thanks and appreciation to the books, “God” and Neale Walsh. But also thank you to all the great master or religious leader and everything who had helped us with their blood and flesh just to make us understand and realise better to whom we choose to be.
(B)-24/4//2007- I have been thinking and working hard to be a millionaire as I was a youth.Trying out few ways and I failed. As I grow older my expectactions reduce. Today my expectaction is near to zero. What to expect? Death is drawing nearer as we grow. Nothing is so certain except death! It seems that my life now is more content than before. I found more peace now than before. Be enough. What to do now? What I choose to be now? What I want? What if life offer me a chance to start my life all over again and what will I decide?
(C)-27/4/07- Mulla and his neighbour were greeting each other. "Good morning, You are looking fine this morning."Said the Mulla . "I am sorry I can't say the same thing for you," said the neighbour. Said Mulla, "YOU COULD, IF YOU WERE AS BIG A LIAR AS I AM." ............This is a joke I quote from internet. In our daily life we greet each other "How are you?" Is that greeting out of heart really desiring to know How are you or just a habitual act and response? I once met a psychologist and she start talking to me. I paused her and asked How Are You. Her face turned abit reddish and seemed sad and replied back, " I am fine, thank you".
